Maybe It Just Not My Luck

Yea'..maybe it just not belong to me.

Today, I should have an interview which I never know about it and only get to know it after the next 2 hours.. Its a long story act, to make it short, I got missed calls from them and when I get back to them, they just said "It's too late.. Anything, will call u back". I was so speechless! I never know that there's an interview which they will inform you last minute. Are they just teasing me? Yea' maybe its my fault to missed their calls but base on my experience, I never receive any 'last minute' call that ask you to come for an interview the next hours after that. At least, it's gonna be a day before or so on. But this is just like....*speechless*.. Its seems like unfair for me whereas there's a friend of mine been call for interview like at least a day before by them. Why they just cant do the same to other people?! (n ya fyi, he got the job and he's the 1 who ask me to send my resume which he know they still need a workers)

Okey, I dont have any ideas what type of interview did these people give. Maybe they have they own reason for that. At least I'd experience this kind of situation. Who knows the same thing will happen again(palis2, hrp2 xda la as I really dont like this type of interview). Nvmind la. As the family said, "Maybe this is just not ur luck, u'll have a better one next time. Be patient, and the time will come." I'll just leave it up to Him as I know He has a good plan for me. Amen~



Till my next post.



Lotsoflove

Easter Update

Last night we're having an Easter dinner with family and uncle's fam at home. At first I would like to surprise them with my Easter Cake for that tonight which I made it when they were taking their nap at the noon. But at last, I failed to do so. My cake tidak jadi! So sad~! :( I just dunno why it turn to so out of my expectation. Punya la! Till they keep laughing at me and wondering what's wrong with my baking skill. The cake, the topping, everything hancur! Saya sedih o. :( I never feel so disappointed like this before whenever my cake out of expectation. Maybe this is an Easter Cake and I wanna surprise them for the first time with a cake, but at last it turn to disappointment. Sigh. Mangkali sy tlampau excited ba tu kan. Sampai lain2 trus jadi nie. Nevermind la, learn from the mistake..

Luckily the Egg Shrimp and Lamb Chop cheer me a bit. Today there's 4 chef of the day which each one of us came out with own recipe. Me with Lamb Chop and Egg Shrimp (which supposed to be sis's but dia tau rebus and buka kulit saja then pass kasi sy), Sis with her Yong TauFu (its not an Easter Menu but its her fav), Bro with his Carbonara Spaghetti and Mummy with her Vege. Everyone was so satisfied with the food and they really enjoy it. After the dessert, I'd make some bacardi cocktail which been served before uncle's fam went home. It was really great dinner for us! (tho my cake xjadi)

Ok then, these are some photo which I manage to snap.

The Easter Egg and Choc Cross given after the mass in SHC 

The Egg Shrimp with mayonese. Ignore the 'tulisan buruk'. hoho

There's no shoot for the so disappointed cake. Xsanggup sy ambi gambar dia. huhu

Till then.

Lotsoflove

He is the Reason for the Season

Happy Easter to all my brothers and sisters in Christ! 

Yea, He is risen! This is the day where our sins been wash away. Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia! 

Lotsoflove

Short Update

Howdie people!

Now I realize, dearest bloggie been updated once a week..due to the malas-ness. ngee~ Orite, hows ur day everyone? Friday is here, and of coz hello weekend for everyone! As what i'd blog on my last entry, parent was home from Kung-Kung hometown. Photos and stories is the first thing I've waited for. Listen to their stories and looking at Tai Po grave that they'd visited make me feel like crying. Sob2. Macam jejak kasih ba~ Just imagine after few years then only they manage to trace back their root for Kung-Kung side. Thank God! Hope we can definitely keep in touch. Amen..

Okey then, nothing special happen for this week. Ow this week haven't end yet. Ok hope there will have something special for this weekend. :D Oh btw, i just love to share a song that light up my everyday. Thanks Bruno Mars! "I will break this chain that bind me!!"



Till then people! Adios Amigos~




Lotsoflove

Emotions Conflict?

I just dont understand why Im always not in my mood to do blog update when there's so many 'things' on my head that shud be blurt out to get me out of stress.

Adui...life..life. Sometimes, I feel like I don't have something to focus on in my life. Its not that I don't have aim in my life. But I just too confuse with my life path. When I was still doing my diploma, how I wish to finish it as fast as I can. Then, once my wish granted, I just don't know what to do next. Its already month of April and im still here, being a jobless yet not a student anymore. How I wish I have a work. A work that i wish im in. or... further my study. Yeah, daddy do ask me to do so, tho at first im not that interested to further my study but when I think twice, it was his wish. To make them proud, I accept it. Tho I had accepted their wish, yet there's still so many obstacles I need to face. Become a sponsorship student is not that easy. Yeah, it's so easy when they can pay ur fees and u r happy with that. But, when u r bounded with them for 5years and u cant even do anything for ur future within the 5years is so annoying. To get a job, u have to think twice for it. To get in any institution, u have to think twice for it. Everything stuck with the sponsorship. Kalau kana bgi kaja awl nda pa, ini mo lagi tunggu. Trus kalo dia bagi ko sini2 sj xpa, klo dia hantar ko saaaana jau2. Sigh..xsanggup sy idup sturng2 selama 5taun ba. Thats the thing that always lingering on my mind. Yea' people always said thing positive. But...I just cant stand to live alone for 5years without family by myside ba. huhu.. Telampau negative thinking ba kali sy ni kan. Tapi, butul la ba juga. Huhu..Pendek kata, I dont know what to do with this life! Hope everything will be like I wish to as soon as possible. Lead me Lord to the 'zone' that i wish to be. Amen~

Okey, lets forget the stressful moment for the time being. As I was skyping with the sister, she was on-the-line with parents in China. Yea, their was on vacay at dad's hometown and for the first time, they went there for Qing Ming with two other relatives(Ah Baak and his wife) and for the first time too, they went there to visit Tai Po (great-grandma's) grave and tracing the family root in China. In a short conversation with them, it was a sad yet happy moment when the first time being there. :') I feel touched too. Sob2. Okey, I just cant wait for Friday to come. There must be bunch of story from them. God bless their journey!

Alright, todays entry gonna be long as I would like to show the activity of me and family during the weekend. :D

Sao Mu (Sweep Tomb) at Popo Tua and Qung Qung's grave 

The week before Qing Ming which is fall on 5th April, my family and I went for Sao Mu at parents hometown in Tenom. Only few family managed to be there on that day where else the other family come during the week of Qing Ming. After the Sao Mu, we plan to go for a visit at Taman Pertanian, Sabah but due to the heavy rain, we bring it on to the next day. We stay at the-late-nenek's house on that day which as usual, there will be an aramaiti to greet us all. We know nenek is happy to 'see' us there too.

Cherry~ Isn't she cute? :)

Orchid Garden

There's three option of viewing that place
By train, cycling or walking. But for sure no one will choose walking as it take a day to finish up visiting all the places inside. Talampau basar~!

n yea'..for sure we choose cycling. Been so long never use a bicycle, nasib masi pandai.ngee~

So thats all bout the 'balik kampung' trip. So then, during last weekend, I'd spend my all day long with the family. Nona and I did attend the 'Power for the People' at First Beach, Tg Aru but I didn't manage to take a photo of the event as the camera was left home. *sigh*

Jalan-jalan cari angin with the niece 

After the jog', there goes a photoshot

Till then peers..



Lotsoflove