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Heyhoo people! Blessed Sunday to all of u..

My 1week holidays had started and for the first time, Im not going back to my beloved HomeSweetHome instead just staying at hostel with my bestiest. Yea' Im going to finish my course in another 3weeks to go, so now its my time to spend it here with friends cause we'll never know when is the time we'll meet again after this month end. So, to fulfill our holidays with memories we'd planned to spend it here around KL by visiting each and every place that we never been before. And I'd invited my dearest cuzzie to came along with us as Im gonna miss her too after this. *Sob2* So let just see how the trip going to be next week. *finger-crossed*

This few days the same thing keep on lingering on my mind which I still had no answer on it. It's hard for me to settle up everything by my own then there come my sisters and BFF. But still, advices only will be there and choice is on me to choose. Tho they'd advices me with many things and support always there for me but still Im not sure if this is the right choice to be. Then I end it up with my own choice which make people think Im stupid to do so but they only will know how it is when their are me. Im not blaming them for all this, maybe they are right with it, but I just dont know how will it be and I leave it up to HIM with this choice I had made. Sorry for not obeying ur advice sisters, but it's not as easy as said. You might said that it will be better in time but one day u'll know the reason for all this. I know u people love me and care for me and u just dont want me to be like what u'd been go through before but if this is the way how I learn to be strong and tough enough to face the reality just like how u did, let it be. I know Im still blur with the choice I made but let just hand it on to HIM and I believe HE has HIS own reason till lead me this way. Nothing else I can say only my prayer will always there for all this. God bless me~

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