Mumbling-ness of Mine

As time pass by, its already October!! With the blink of an eye, December will arise! Fuhh~How time flies so fast. 2010 gonna end soon and Im not ready for that. So many things which I haven't achieve this year n so the past, then another year will coming. *sigh* What a life..Problems never stop hunting us, but how we settle it, it's depends on how we cop with it. For me, im just a human being who failed to cop problems nicely. Try to be tough but I failed to do so. And tears is one of the way how it goes. It's really hurt when we just don't know how to settle the problems which keep on hunting us without an end. What?Why?Who?When?How? Its always lingering on my mind which sometimes harmless to me. Am I too worried with my future till all this happened? Am I the one who should be blame on? Should I stop all this thing? Should I just pretend everything is alright but the fact is it's not? Should I just say yes but in my heart it's no? Im really2 clueless with this life. After sharing with a friend of mine I thought that everything gonna be ok, but then it wont change without an action. But,  Im just not that strong enough to act and cop with all this. I know this will not change anything without it but maybe someday it will. When will it be, we just have to wait and see. Prayer is the key of all and I believe in this-"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."  With faith, nothing is impossible. Just leave everything to Him and He'll do the best for us coz He knows the best. Everything is in His hand and He knows what we deserve for. He is the only one who never leave me alone. In happiness nor in sorrows. He is the only one who make me still facing with this things. Nothing else I can say other than the words of love from Him. This is one of the words which always touch me with tears..





God love us just the way we are.


Lotsoflove